What's worse than seeing your ex at the grocery store? Being strungout from cocain when you see her, and you have an anxiety attack, and quickly hide in some random aisle, which is ironically full of stuffed animals, and heart shaped candy and choclates, and you're just waiting it out patiently until the coast is clear.
H-o-l-y shit. I always get this anxiety in the pit of my stomach whenever I see my ex-girlriends around. Luckily I'm moving to a new city, and I won't have to deal with that anymore. Well, until I break a few heart there I mean. Fuck, fuck, I need a kick to my head. I can't handle women. I went out to a club the other night, and I was kneeling down talking to this girl, who for some reason kept burping in her throat, and she kept apologizing for it. Meanwhile this guy was hand feeding her noodles out of a tupperware dish, and I'm just kneeling there with this declining interest in her. Luckily they throw on some obscure song I love by The Sisters of Mercy, and me and my buddies run out to the dancefloor, and ditch these people we were hanging around, who happen to leave right after we left them.
I have the worst of luck with people. Strange people, sometimes interesting, sometimes good looking, but always timid and insecure. And when I think about having sex with them it doesn't really do it for me. That night at the club, which was close to empty, I felt lost and a bit self destructive, so I impusively chucked a glass on the floor in the bathroom, and when it shattered I grabbed a piece of the glass and started cutting up my arm. But beer was on special tonight, so I have no reason to be unhappy. I get this gratification when at least I've gone out, and I've talked to a new person, even though I'm only going to give them a minimal effort, which is usually more than they can offer in return. -- Whatever.
Who believes in love? I believe in love, but maybe not in the hands of another person.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
It Really Moves (Is it Human?)
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Occult Musicians
Okay, before I start, the exposure of one eye only is regarding God, the God of the occult world though, don't be fooled. Higher and higher up the ladder, or pyramid you go in Freemasonry, you understand that all the Gods of this world are all condensed into one, and what they call him is Jahbulon.
Oh God, here's a photo of someone I don't even want on my blog.
Bono's always been a douchebag, but now he's a royal douchebag. It's official, because he was knighted.
Eye of Horus.
This is a band I really like, nothing is sacred I guess. And John King, the singer is giving the word up to the Illuminati.
The Bavarian Illuminati have infiltrated the Freemason lodges quite some time ago so it's pretty much the same thing. The goal of the Illuminati is world dominace, but the higher 33 degree Masons just want to worship Lucifer and be left alone.
Here's Lady GaGa, again. She's a total trash bag whore. What a prostitute.
Speaking of prostitutes.
Madonna, blatant Illuminati slogan on her jacket. Whatever. Side note, about Madonna, being a Kabbalist, the Kabbalah is a book of black magic, using sacred geometry and numbers. It's one of the oldest practices on Earth.
Here's David Bowie drawing the Kabbalah.
Pyramids.
On his album "Earthling" there's two tirangles on his jacket, one on top inverted, and one upright which is a metaphor of "As above, so below' this is seen all over the place. And it's the British flag, but whatever. That can't be related to anything can it?
Three of a kind.
I made this comparison photo, with Lady GaGa inserted. The first image is George Washington, 33 degree Freemason. Washington DC has a star chart in the layout of the city. Eygpt has a star chart in it's layout of the pyramids. The importance of the stars, and astrology to the occult should be clear by this point.
The image of Baphomet, the goat headed character, was a pagan deity worshipped by the Knights Templar, and revived in the 19th century as a figure of Satanism.
There's nothing evil about astrology, but mixed with the Kabbalah and black magic it's tools used by the occult, and exploited a lot in mainstream entertainment, and is hidden in plain sight, but if you don't know how to look you won't see it. There's a lot more musicians now who use pyramid hand gestures, like hiphop artists, notably Jay Z and Kanye West, as well as Rihanna, whose a major occult puppet, who has Baphomet of all things in one of her music videos.
As the song plays, it just goes on and on for the occult world.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Artists Selling Out Humanity
My favorite musical artist is the biggest sell-out, so what right? And no, it's not Lady GaGa. But fuck all you serfs, who bend over and take it for a buck, who want to extend yourself higher than everyone else. Maybe it's to get the girl -- fuck, who cares -- the worst part is you'll keep quiet about your opinions and dissent. You'll keep your mouth shut, and your views to yourself, away from the dark, and demented (and cruel) entertainment industry. Totally-totally eat shit if you can't speak your mind about what you believe in, because it'll ruin your career. Take a chance, or be a spineless and useless human being. You contribute to the problem, you services it. You're worthless to me.
Well then, the fact is we don't need any more entertainers, we really don't. We have enough now. People need to wake the fuck up, and focus on what is important. Example: Exposing the lies, and manipulation by these corporations, and getting angry at the political powers who let them overtake us. The corporate run media wants to control our decision making, and how we live our lives, what we eat, who we should fuck, etc. And most commonly what we watch and listen to. It's very broad, and there's an agenda here.
All these new artists have the same imagery, they close one eye, and expose the all seeing one. Give me a Goddamn break. I know what you're up to, and it isn't anything new at all. Imagery such as an eye, pyramids, checkered flooring, one armed raised, one arm lowered "as above, so below" a statement used in Freemasonry and in any exploitation of the occult, even though "occult" means hidden. Not so much here.
If you have eyes to see, then look, or quit closing them. Every single movie has occult imagery. You may be asking me here, is there any specific artist or movie? They all fucking have it! You can start with the most popular though. If you want to break it down, the wealthy elite upper classes laugh at you, and expose their ruling over you heavily through entertainment. They rub your face in it, actually. And I'm kind of tired of seeing it as a matter of fact. Some of it is blatant, and the rest of it is the use of symbolism that can be seen everywhere. Finding out what it means, the occult, the hidden, is enlightening. Maybe illuminating? Yes, it empowers your mind. Here's a few questions to you ask yourself: What are more examples of this imagery? Where is it from? What does it all mean? Go find out for yourself. It's really easy to do. With the advent of the Internet, I don't understand why anyone wouldn't want to expand their own knowledge of things.
Here's a secret though, everything that you know is backwards. These people who hold all the cards are rebellious to the system, (which the backbone is supposed to be freedom) they want to destroy it, they want all way of life to be controlled, and at their finger tips.
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law" - Aleister Crowley. Occult founder of Ordo Templi Orientis. One of many secret societies.
They want to skip nature, they want the unnatural to outweigh universal laws. They use witchcraft, it's really just science. It's tapping into 'dark matter' dark matter cannot be seen, but can be made visible through sorcery. There's a lot more going on than we can see, and we can't see shit, when we can't even see passed our TV's. Fuck humanity. It would take total destruction for people to understand. To get out from their flamming houses and say, "what is going on?' Unfortunately this is bound to occur.
But get your kicks will you can, and money isn't everything, surely not worth selling yourself for.
Check back for my next post where I expose some of these bastards.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
IJunk
What the hell is this? It's so bizzare. Is this in a Greek restroom? Maybe from a gay bar? You can fuck his porcelain dick after you piss in his stomach, I guess. I don't know why, but I'd probably aim for his mouth. Shameless.
This next one is 3d pornography.
I actually have a pair of 3d glasses, it doesn't really do much for me though. A 3d dick in my face is kind of intrusive, but it wouldn't phase me.
So I was searching for girls with exotic fruit shoved up their holes, and I found this instead. "Swirlie girls"
Apparently these chicks get fucked, then get their heads dunked and flushed into toilets. Oh great, that's what sex was missing. I've always thought that. No, actually I never would think that. Gross. Also, check out "Water Bondage" and "Feed Her Fuck Her" -- pretty self explanatory.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
When I Jerk-Off I Think Of..You?
Today while I was masturbating I found it difficult to do, because I'm pretty hungover. A friend of mine, she says that she has trouble getting a good rhythm going, and it's hard for her to orgasm when she's hungover. Yeah, it takes a lot out of me to get to that special, warm, and fuzzy place. Cloud 9, which is actually just a large wad of semen, maybe.
It's so much better if you fill your ass with some lubricant, and play around with your butt-hole before you ejaculate. I don't know, some times I masturbate after having sex, because only I really know how to properly touch myself. That's why God gave us hands. My mom actually told me that, gross. What else are they used for? Everything? Nah, just masturbation. When I masturbated today I noticed that one of my balls was pushed up, and I was wondering why it felt a bit different, but good too. Probably better. Is this a secret I've found? My friend told me once to twist my sack, and it would feel better. It didn't. But this ball lodging thing seemed promising.
I'm just reminded of my nuts all fancy free being mashed into a girl's body while my cock is inside of her. Another friend of mine says she likes the feeling of when testicals are slapping all around her. Cool, I guess. If you fucked a girl upside down, and had your balls rest on their hood, it could have clit stimulation, I don't know. I haven't tried it. Or maybe I have, I don't fucking remember. I just use my hand, my magic touch. Mom says.
You know I try not to think of mom usually, but thinking about not thinking about it usually makes her pop into my head. Pop my head? What? -- Anyway -- sometimes it's hard to imagine something that turns me on, but the typical stuff. It's really quite fucking boring, and I yawn, and sometimes fall asleep instead of finishing. I'll do it later, just like my laundry, or taking out my garbage. Ugh, when did it become a chore? Stupid dick, I'm tired of you. I'd like to not care. I hate being programmed to want to fuck. I feel I have no choice, because you know that I'll have a wet dream eventually. I'm sure celibate people have wet dreams, I think it still counts as sex. Define reality first, then tell me I'm not actually having sex in my dreams. I was getting a blow job last night in my dream, but it was about as eventful as in real life. So what.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Outstaged By A Cock
This is a stupid clip of what is supposed to be a guy's penis sticking out in a triumphant scene in the movie Teen Wolf. Shit, I loved the movie Teen Wolf when I was a kid, it kicked ass! Michael J. Fox was my hero. I even looked like Michael J. Fox when I was younger, but I've grown since then, and now I look nothing like him. Anyway, I think the extra guy was getting a BJ offscreen and he just finished, and he forgot to pull his zipper up. I think I see a bit of his dick, but mainly his bunched up 80's jocky underwear. Eitherway, it's still pretty obvious, and I'm sure he still got payed for his work that day.
Way to go buddy. There's nothing better than ruining a scene in a Hollywood movie.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Gay-Mails
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Hello, I think you're so fine. My name is John Paul and I like your ass, your legs, and your eyes.
JP
Hi, my name is Christoff and I can't help thinking about your ass.
Please write to me.
P.S. I have toys.
Christoff
You are so beautiful, my name is Kyle, I'm 17, gay and horny.
K.
Good day, this is actor Sean Penn. Stop emailing me! I'm not gay, but I played a gay politician in the movie Milk. That person is dead! I'm alive, and not gay.
Please stop bothering me.
Sean Penn
You know what dude, fuck off!
Carrot Top
